You say you’ve "changed" and you’ve "matured."

 Some how I highly doubt it cause you still think love is just a word.

Isn't it funny how they always want to be friends right after they break your heart

I miss you. not enough to want you back,just enough for it to hurt

What can I say, we have so many memories... so many things to look back on. I learned so much from you, gained so much. I loved the way you made me laugh, I hated the way you made me cry, but what I hated most was when we said good-bye

I am so mad because I convinced myself I was over you and now I know it was all pretend... I pretended not to light up when you entered a room...I pretended not to be upset when we got in a fight, I pretended I didn't look forward to seeing you everyday...and I pretended I didn't miss you when you didn't come around. Now all these lies have showed me is that I miss you so much more than I had realized

How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave? Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain, and even shared the tears. You're the only one who really knew me at all. I wish I could just make you turn around and see me cry. There's so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why you're the only one who really knew me at all

I want to be able to look at you and not be hurt by you.

Do you know what its like to reach for the phone, and then have to pull your hand back because you remember you're not supposed to call anymore? You sit back with tears building up in your eyes because you know its not the last time you'll miss the conversations you shared.

Unless you can see inside my head, you wouldn't understand.