"After a while, you just can't cry anymore. You just have to believe that what happens is what's supposed to happen, and well, you can't change that, even if you tried. So just dry the tears, and hope that tomorrow will be a better day."

I guess to some extent you get used to being alone.

 You get used to not expecting phone calls & having nothing to do at night.

 You don’t expect to turn around to open arms any longer.

The small sounds of him have been replaced by silence.

Your thoughts echo through my head,

with no one to share them with.

All in all, being alone isnt terrible…

 it just hurts like hell

There’s a part of me that wishes all my dreams would come true.

But there’s part of me that prays that I’ll wake up someday and be over you.

I never knew until that moment, what it was like to lose something I never really had.

All I want to do is sleep because it doesn't hurt when I can't think of you

Somehow they mentioned your name, and someone asked me if i knew you. Looking away i thought of all the times we had together, sharing laughter, tears, jokes, and tons more, and then, without explanation you were gone. I looked to where they were waiting for my answer and then i said softly, once...I thought i did

I miss you when something really good happens, because your the one i want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because your the one who understands me so well. I miss you when i laugh and cry, because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and tears dissapear. I miss you all the time, but i miss you the most when i lie awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other

We talked a little today. We shared some civil, almost light or humorous words..and yet it didn't feel the way it used to. I didn't get the feeling that I used to..rather there was a knot in my stomach. You looked in my eyes as we sat across from each other and I held it as long as I could handle and this time, I was the first to look away. Nothing is the same anymore. The looks aren't the same, the bond is not the same..nothing is the same. I know we've fought to stay strong for awhile but soemetimes I feel that being strong would mean letting go. So maybe one day, we won't pretend anymore. So maybe one day it will be okay again. That's all I want. I don't care what it takes, i want it to be okay again.

It hurts to want him so much…then open my eyes and see you standing there

How do I say goodbye to what we had, the good times that made us laugh outweigh the bad, I thought we'd get to see forever, but forevers gone away - it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

I don't know if I should smile because he's my friend, or cry because that's all he'll ever be

The quiet things that no one ever knows, The feeling of being alone. No one to listen, No one to care,The feeling of being scared, Not knowing if things will ever get better, Even though you tell yourself that things will But really things just keep getting worse

Everyday you just wake up and put a smile on your face, Going on like everythings alright,When in reality, you feel like everything’s crumbling inside

No place to escape, No where else to hide,The only place to hide is behind that smile And as each day passes, that smile begins to slowly fade away,It gets harder and harder to pretend like things are okay

Sometimes I wonder why I’m even here,Is it all just a big mistake? Or is there really a purpose here? Why put up with all this?Why feel like this everyday?

Not knowing anymore who I even am, So lost, so confused, so scared. The quiet things no one ever knows

The worst thing in life is to lose a friend, a friend that means the world to you, a friend that you put all your trust and faith in, a friend that you believed in from the start, a friend that took the center of your heart, a friend that you'd die for, a friend that you wanted to cherish for a lifetime ... a friend, a good friend, a best friend.

Sometimes I wish I had never met you. Because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.

Well, the tears are starting to slow down now.. but the pain, however, remains constant

I forgot about you for a while, but then I saw you again in my mind, just instantly flashed back to the time when I thought that we were happy; I know I'll never hold you like that again.

We talked a little today. We shared some civil, almost light or humorous words ... and yet it didn't feel the way it used to. I didn't get the feeling that I used to ... rather there was a knot in my stomach. You looked in my eyes as we sat across from each other and I held it as long as I could handle and this time, I was the first to look away. Nothing is the same anymore. The looks aren't the same, the bond is not the same ... nothing is the same. I know we've fought to stay strong for a while but sometimes. I feel that being strong would mean letting go. So maybe one day, we won't pretend anymore. So maybe one day it will be okay again. That's all I want. I don't care what it takes; I want it to be okay again. ~ Alison

The more I try
The more I lose

Come stop your crying, it will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here don’t you cry Love will find a way.

This too will pass.

I'd just stare out my window...Dreaming of what could be,When I try to speak out, I feel like no one understands me.

Seems you're my only friend who wants to share my pain
Tell me heartache, what's it gonna take
For you to leave me alone today

I do but I dont...I should, but I won't...'Cause I don't want to be alone (Jesse McCartney)

Loneliness is the ultimate sadness

And the things bottled inside have finally begun to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.

i used to know exactly what i wanted, i used to cry myself to sleep because my world wasn't quite the way i needed it to be. but now-a-days, i haven't a clue what i want and for the first time in a long time, you're not my number one .. you found your way to the bottom of my heart somehow and yet again from your selfish ways.. i feel completely empty inside.

 That moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy, and the only thing in focus is you and this person, and you realize that that person is the only person you are suppose to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift, and you want to laugh and cry cause you feel so lucky that you found it, and so scared that they don’t feel it too, or it is going to go away all at the same time.

 think what hurts the mOst is that
i miss u sO much n i have noO idea
hOw u feel fO me ne mOre  «|3

Its not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving; I'll tell you one thing, its always better when were together               Jack Johnson

Its such a tired game, will it ever stop? How will this all play out; out of sight out of mind                                 Jack Johnson

The feeling of being exiles from everything that use to be; makes you feel unwanted, and never really needed; unloved from everything you loved.   MMN

It seems that Im the one that makes an effort to stay friends with everyone, yet the one that is left out...        MMN

Why all the drifting? We use to be so close. But time and distance got to all of us...now all we have to relay on is our memories.           MMN

I wish for the times we all got along. We never fought. We never got mad. We just enjoyed each other's company, and looked forward to sharing our future together.      MMN

and sometimes I still wonder how you are and what your doing.
sometimes I miss the way we used to laugh and the way we used to be.
even though it was so long ago

I miss you I need you here with me
my life is incomplete how I long to
see your face I miss your pretty smile
without you there's no me

you see it your way
and I see it mine
but we both see it slipping away